BIG MAN TING

It took me a long time to realize that I am not an average person. I have so long wanted to fit in, that I was not aware that even If I could fit it with the average/cool/normal I still would not belong there.

I have know come to a level of understanding that I am meant for something greater. I remember sharing a few of my dreams to a friend, and they told me so mockingly, 'Ileni look at the country you live in, you will never achieve that. I immediately left that scene in anguish and told myself that I will change the world, I will have an impact so big on this earth. 

Right know only a few people believe in me, and I am still not established. once I get the confidence that I am really outing in the work, only then I can post this with such confidence. 

Shout out to Lapita for making me revisit myself.

 I thought of my past self(High School) as this uncool kid that is wierd and doesnt fit it. forgetting that those time was one of my brightest moments, those were my richest moments, in spirit and mind of course. I had the greatest potential.  

 

I mean I still do. I just feel like I lost my my true self , in the searcg gor wealth. The greed and impatience could have been my greatest downfall. But I am stronger and wiser now.

I KNOW NOW, WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING!!